It has taken me a few days to try and get things in perspective. I have been very uncertain to say the least this past week. I, at first, thought it was an attack from the enemy to get me off course but I really think it was the Lord turning up the fire on my life to bring more dross to the surface. In order for me to walk into the destiny (purpose) God has for my life will mean He must make sure I have the correct focus and my will is in total agreement with His.
So I spent the last few days listening to some great sermons and praying. I seem to be feeling a bit better knowing that keeping my focus on Him, reading and studying His Word and in constant communication will afford me the best chances of hearing and then being able to act as He desires.
Lord, I thank you for allowing me the time to concentrate on my walk with You. I know how much I love you, am determined to be an instrument you can use to help others and want to be more sold out in all areas of my life. I want to go the deepest I can in the river of healing and blessing, I want to free fall with only You as the net to catch me. I want a relationship with You which keeps us tightly in each others arms, those arms of grace, mercy and love. This is my desire. Amen
So as I stood from the place of prayer I felt it was time to get going again on the path ahead of me. I was hesitant to move until I had done one more thing.....re-commit my life and the value of it to help others. I decided in order to finish this journey it will require my hands and footsteps to be ordered, walking in obedience to Him. I am sure that there will be things He asks of me as I proceed and I want to be the nearest to His heart I can be. I want to be so close I feel His heart beat and hear not only his voice but feel His breathing on my face. I want to stay close enough I do not miss His kisses and those precious instructions to do whatever He asks.
So I place my pack on my back and set off. I am in praise with each step and I am worshipping continually.
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