It is a hard journey to find the purpose of the Lord in my life right now. I am doing everything I know to do. I decided to shift all focus onto the Lord and off of my current circumstances. I need Him so desperately to show me what I should do. There is this very ugliness of reality swarming my head and I can't seem to get above it. I pray and worship the Lord with all I have and still I'm without real direction. So I keep doing what I can and am expectant for the hand of the Lord show real soon.
Lord, I am pleading for help, direction, meaning. Please Father show me where you are. Amen
The climb is very steep and it is physically hard to put one foot in front of the other. There is no going back down and I can't tell how much further I have till I get to level ground. I am definitely in the clouds and all I can see is the next place to put my foot. It is slow going and a struggle but I know the Lord is here. I can't sense Him but it is just a knowing in my spirit. I have to keep going!
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