Was out of town without my computer yesterday so could not do my posting. Today I was very busy once I got home and have finally sat down to write a bit.
Hard to believe where I am with my vocational project. It has gone far from where I originally thought it would be. I say, it has morphed into something I hardly recognize. All for the good. I just keep moving with the plan and leave the rest to God.
Speaking of the rest....I try not to focus too much on my vocational situation but it does consume much of my daily thought. I am glad to have time to spend in fellowship with Jesus too because I need Him so much right now.
Lord, it is nice to have time for You in my day now even though I wish I had it and a paying position at the same time. I am trusting You in the invisible, unseen thing You are doing in my life. I wish I had some insight into what all is happening behind the scenes but for now it is blind faith and trust. Amen
Slowly, very slowly I make the beginning step of the new climb. There are places I can't walk and I must use my arms and pull myself along. It is scary and I don't know what is coming. I have all faith, trust and confidence in the Lord to see me safely along.
I look to see what is transforming in my life now. The biggest transformation is in the trusting, blind faith, I am exerting while moving along on this latest climb. I can't see where I am going and the end of this maybe a few days away or could take weeks. Either way going back is not an option and moving ahead is challenging because of the unseen, unknown which awaits.
But since I know who holds my hand and is guiding me I have my hope in what He is designing for me. Together we can do anything. It is a wonderful feeling.
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