Today was a great day to chat with my husband and we could discuss some of the things happening in our lives. The biggest being how God is stretching our faith with our finances. It is tough going and the hardest walk of faith I have ever done.
It would be easier for me to gravitate back to the work environment I know instead of continuing on an unknown path I am only hoping and dreaming will be fruitful. It is hard knowing it could go either good or bad.
I have my confidence in God that He has led me to where I am, what I am doing and the outcome. So I am going to continue to stay the course, give it all I have and be confident in the Lord. He has not brought me to this place to watch me ruin.
Lord, I am sorry for ever having any doubt that You are with me and have the outcome of my journey in You hands. I am staying committed to the plan and purposes designed and created for me to fulfill. You know my heart and my desire to give out of all I am. Amen
So going on the steepest portion yet I know there is absolutely no retreat and there is no idea where the end to this climb will be. I could be a few steps from the peak or I could be hardly there. Either way I have no choice now except to keep going higher. I am and will not consider retreat. I am fully engaged in God and His plan for me. I simply agree to keep my life in His hands and wait, wait, wait for the peak, the summit, a place of leveling off, the place where I will see the provision of the Lord.
Each step now seems grueling but I know great things never "just" happen. Transforming from a broken vessel with many issues to a person ready and eager to proclaim the greatness of God only happens through the fire of His love. The fire that burns off the dross, the fire that eliminates impurities, the fire that ultimately make purest gold. The most precious commodity known to man.
I will have a testimony to share when this journey is complete. I will be His witness in the world. Past blessings have laid a great foundation for my hope. That foundation, that rock solid place is Jehovah and it doesn't get any better than this.
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